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i would luv to say that have the ability to make something as purdy as this, but I dont. this is a layout i stole from blogskins. its actually the first one i have installed that is actually staying up and easy to get around. Although i do wanna add labels to it. but it wont let me add a list of labels. BARGHHHHH!!!!!!

work is driving me slowly insane. 8am starts. no sleep. no food. crazy people. crazier customers.

Im really confused with what to do. stay here or find another job. I honestly dont know. the extra responsibilities are just dealing with other people's crap!

im so confuzzled.

Labels: layout, work

a lazy sunday at work. Doing nothing, because as i have just heard the phones werent working the last 2 days. no calls were coming through. thats just splendid. Sundays are always quiet. I hate working sundays. but its what i gotta do.
I start my foreverness of 8am starts tomorrow. (ooh i just got a call after only 2 minutes) I dont know how long ill be doing 2IC duties so i dont know how long ill be on 8am starts. I dont mind it cos i get to go home early. But still im sure at the end of it ill be at my wits end. 8am start means a 7am bus and a 7am bus means a 6.15 wake up call. I hate 6.15am wake up calls. but most of the calls in the morning are sales calls so they are easy to churn through. Its only when u get people calling through for deliveries etc, later in the morning that it gets annoying.

Ooooh. i havent worn earrings in a couple of weeks. i put some studs in the other day and now my ear lobs are infected. ARGH it hurts. one is red and the other one is going purple. im pretty sure it isnt suppose to do that. ill have to get some dettol or disinfectant during my lunch break. my head piece isnt helping either. my ears r getting hot as hell.

im thinking of changing my layout. i love Jeremy and all, but im thinking i need to change.
*goes to look for pictures*

Labels: boring sundays, work

because im sitting here bored shitless. and the woman next to me has given me a complex about the amount of food i eat. Everytime i go on a break i get something to eat. i eat 5 small meals a day. and i rather sleep in then rush breakfast at home in the morning. so i have cereal at work. and she gives me a hard time EVERY TIME! and now i have a complex. I need something to soothe me.

the more i think about this new role. the more i think i SHOULDNT do it. why? because it leaves my current area with nothing. Ok im not the BEST at my job, but im not the worst. and me changing, leaves my TL with not much backup. So i think ill be staying. And it gives me a chance to build up my strength and knowledge of the company before i go into another role.

Im just glad i have this to thrash out my ideas and frustrations.

Labels: work.

Ok so im not moving desks. Everyone around me is, but im staying put! i am however doing work for another department....doing work in the sales support department. it will be overtime. set hours 8.30 to 5 and NO WEEKENDS! although i will most likely pick up sunday shifts in my old department. more money...more money.....
I dont know how long it will last. i mean its really a week by week prospect atm. But the frustrating thing is. After that they have said to me that ill be doing more things in my current department. One of the 2IC's role. so they r giving me more responsibility and then they r moving me to another department. I dont get it. do they want me to do more in my current role. Which i dont mind. or do they want to piss me off elsewhere.
I guess we will wait and see.........
and ill go back to looking at my Wes.

Labels: work

You Mr Wes Welker are divine! Man it almost makes me wanna move to Boston for the hell of it! No it DOES make me wanna move to Boston for the hell of it. That was on ebay yesterday and YES i bought it! How could i pass up the opportunity to look at this all the time? I really wish there was more NFL exposure in Australia. I think he it deserves it.

Onto more boring things. Back to bedlam work today. And yeah its crazy. we have 36 people and only 29 desks. so it looks like ill be on the move again. oh man im getting jack of this. i think i either need to cut down on the crap at my desk or.......actually thats the only option. cut down on the crap at my desk. oi!

I only have a 4 day week this week. Public Holiday on friday......so even though we are open i took an annual leave day. turns out im working on sunday. so at least i have a 2 day weekend. WRONG! mum cracked the shits that she never has time off boo frickin hoo. so im working the shop for her on saturday. so i get a 1 day weekend. and yesterday my brother messaged me and asked what i was doing friday cos he has a "job" for me. i told him i had the day off and asked what the job was, but he hasnt gotten back to me. I think i know what it is. But im telling him no because i am NOT the family slave. Everyone seems to take me for granted. just expecting me to do things. They see me like the one who doesnt do anything and therefore i can do anything for them......im fucking sick of it. Being taken for granted, because they think they are just so fucking fabulous. For mum its all about her and her "man friend". she doesnt care about anyone else. Heaven forbid when i move to the city later this year. there is no way in hell ill be driving up just so she can have a saturday off. she can hire someone else or sell her shop. end of story.

Labels: family, Infatuations, Wes, work

Is my new graphical blog. I like to dabble in graphic making. Im self taught so they arent as tight as some graphics u see out there. But i like making them. so i made a blog.....kinda like a portfolio. so if you want u can click Here! and check it out.
OOH But not yet cos i havent actually started it. A HAHAHAHAHA



i dont know what my infatuation is with this man, but i love him to death. And even when it isnt football season, i still love this man. Perhaps i should call this blog Infatuation. instead of adored. yeah that sounds good. But really.....Wes is one of those scrumtrulesant sexy beasts who i adore. hmmmm perhaps i can still call it adored. I think i need to make a list and get my shizad together. My flavour of the month always seems to change.

Work is going slowly today. we have 6 new people starting. its good cos they r already on the phones. we have also lost 6 members to our sales support team. but im at the stage where im not really caring. I found a job with Origin energy in their customer care department. i get about $3000 more than what im on now. and its better working conditions. NO WEEKENDS! WHOOP WHOOP!!!!!!!

i like the sound of re-capturing my weekends.

Labels: Infatuations, Wes, work

I have 2 days off to try and get myself better, and i come in to work and find my desk packed up and someone else is in my desk. WHAT THE FUCK?! ?! Everyone has moved, and i actually dont have a desk. and the desk they gave me........the computer doesnt work. So im at somneone else's workstation with none of my links, or pics or ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!
i fucking hate it!
Part of me knew i shouldnt have come to work today.

Labels: work

Because I definately dont feel it. I think it has something to do with a book i read and LOVED! called Adored.
I think its a dream to feel adored. nobody can truly be adored. Even celebrities arent adored. So i dont think that i would ever be adored.
Its just a fleeting fantasy.
So now its monday and im back at work. Bored shitless. I dont actually hit the phones for another half hour, but u know what. I really cant be bothered. totally unmotivated.
I just wanna curl up in my bed and sleep.

Labels: fantasy, work

Ok so i got a new cd on wendesday night and well i normally dont get excited about cds, but i have been waiting for this cd for months! and im so glad i did wait because i have been listening to it on LOOP since wenesday night. the album is called Inferiority complex by Trademarc. I freaking love it! I have been listening to bits and pieces on his myspace for what seems like forever. And now i have it all.....the music just rocks my world. Its not normal hip hop. I would call it underground. It has an edge to it. Each song tells a story, so its good to sit and listen to. the man has an awesome way with words. This music has been keeping me sane over the last 3 days. For some reason i have been really down. and felt like im run down and uber tired. but i just stick my headphones and let me head just bop to the sounds. i freakin love it. And another thing i love atm is this its a mix by 7L, who is a god in my eyes. I fucking love his work. he also worked on Sunday morning by Trademarc. which is the song i love most of Inferiority Complex. so it was no surprise that i had found that 7L had worked on it as well.

Its funny how music keeps me sane and on this planet

Labels: 7L, music, Trademarc

Everytime im at work and i stumble across a good site or get addicted to a site, they filter it. I just got my Melo back up and running, and now i go to write on there today, and its been blocked at work. FUCK! it always happens. Work is boring as the best of times. So now with my boredom i start eating. Which is even worse, because well..... i havent got anything good to eat. salt and vinegar chips. i love them and all, but I have to curb my eating. I know i have put on wait since i started working here (8 months) its terrible.

Im starting to look for more work, but there is nothing out there. I really wanna get my shit together so i can move out of home and get some sort of order in my life. i know where i want to be, but its getting there which is the problem. I cant seem to move forward, and when i do i go 1 step forward and 2 steps back. It starts to get me so down some times. I cant save a cent to save my life.

Labels: boring sundays, work

Its my personal blog. when i ramble about everything and nothing all at once.
Its more just random observations of the world

Whats the Dealio?
well my name is Nicolle and this is blog / portfolio / rant page. It's called Adored because thats what it is. this blog is for display purposes only If you like my stuff then feel free to leave some love in the tagboard. If you dont, then please just leave. Haters aren't welcome
i LUUUURVE shopping, im starting to get obsessed with making websites. I lurve my New England Patriots - Lonnie Paxton and Wes WElkerrock my world. WWE is one of the best things ever. Cody Rhodes & Ted DiBiase rock the world! i HATE people who are fake. People who try to rip off other peoples work and snakes. urgh

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